The next piece isn’t actually mine. Or it is, but it isn’t.
Oh, wait, I have a point to make. I borrowed some Gavin’s lyrics for my own purposes.
I took his songs and lyrics and put them together in a way they made a whole sentences and revealed my darkest secrets. So, in this next ‘letter’ there’s not a single word of mine, they are all his, just rearranged. And I managed to put in some my thoughts of Gavin and me, as well. Or plenty of them, I might dare to say.
I had such fun when making this, I hope you have fun when reading!
A hollow-point header
You might really be the very best man to ever suit me. I know you don’t believe it but I said it and I still mean it. I wanna be where you are and willing to get there, cause I just took a flight to make it here tonight. Don’t make me return and wake up, it’s just no climbing back.
I don’t expect you to see as I see no matter what I say. So before this goes too far I let it slip away, I’m not even close. So maybe I call this a hard lesson learned. After all anyone can see: no way this is a fair play. And finally I’m forced to face the truth: you won’t even get next to me.
I’m tired looking around rooms of what I gotta do or who I’m supposed to be. I suppose I could hold it in, but you have to try it if you really gonna know.
I’m gonna try. I want to. I need to. I have to.
Oh, how can I explain? I’m taking risks here, but one thing I can say is I won’t tell you lies.
When I first heard you it was almost as if you already knew my language. I’m amazed and I’m clutching to every word you say. I have my own line of defense, somehow you broke through it all so break down your walls.
Oh, you just don’t know what you do to me, you make me want to spread my arms and fly. Yeah, what I’m feeling is hard to explain. I feel the same I did from the start.
Whenever I see you I want more. One look at that smile and I’m all yours. I have you to thank for making me so hard to please.
I think I love you, but don’t even know ya.
Damn, damn boy you do it well. You’re amazing, I’m attracted. You’re just as hot as radiation.
You’re gonna get hooked if there’s anything left I can do. I wanna give you something if you promise that you won’t tell. Just wait until the darkness falls so I can sin with you.
I know I’m easy to read, you know what to do. Patience growing thin: put up your hands and surrender to me!
I’m still falling.
What you wanna do now, are we headed somewhere?
I’ll be free for you anytime. Nice to meet you anyway.